Wednesday, February 04, 2004
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll
ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't
coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

haha i'm obsessing for the last time la ;p

smashed by daphney @ 7:08 PM


crossing my fingers and praying for winter.... and that you'll come back to me.
everyone tells me it's a lie. but as stubborn as i am. i refuse to believe it. ouch. an ant just bit me.
even little creatures like that think i'm stupid now huh? bleh. this feels terrible. i feel like....such a failure.
oh well. now that he;s back in the not talking to me mode.
i've just come to realize. he's not worth all this. that i really am the idiot
who keeps praying for a miracle. THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
i don't know who to believe anymore.
i don't know who to love anymore. besides God.
so i think i'll go to a corner to pray.
cuz right now,
He's the only one i know who loves me.
and you.... i know you don't care anymore.
lets stop playing games.
if you want to leave me...leave me
don't leave things hanging.
i really wanted to be there for you
i wanted to put a stop to ur lonliness...
and if i could,
fill your empty places.
i just wanted to be enough for you
but apparently i wasn't anything to you
and so, i know i'll always like you. but i guess ...
i'm finally gonna let go.
and hope you'll be happy
cuz i can't wait for you
when i don't even know if u want me to.
never...ever... tell me you'll always be there for me
when... you never will be

smashed by daphney @ 6:58 PM

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hey. didn't tell anyone about this website. so if u happen to chance upon it, you can scroll through two of the most personal things to me. music and God. if u don't think u can heack it, get outta here. if not, this is me. this is my music. enjoy :) -daphney-

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